Jan 21, 2010

Thinking..

So it's like 6.30am and I can't sleep..
Was laying in bed next to my mahal (who btw is sleeping) but I just can't fall asleep..

Keep thinking about everything that's been going on the last few weeks and I think it's just that that's making it hard for me to sleep..

I feel so stressed out and worried about everything around me I just never feel like I can just chill and relax nahmean??..

Everything has just been like a freakin' rollercoaster in the weeks that have past and I'm just thinking, trying to figure out solutions and ways to get everything back on track..

But some things just ain't as easy to fix as others coz of diff circumstanses and what not and It's pissin me off not beeing able to do anything about things that I KNOW just isn't right..